Big man...

Big man

Sawan first year of tears were like rain . Opportunities in life come crying several times but did not cry . Tried hard to shed tears , but did not try to es es but faced embarrassment . But these were not tears of Lance claims himself to death and thought I was crying . There are many things in our lives and something precious is rare , but we have until we lose them when we do not give importance to them if life is a great vacuum .

She 's your cousin got a call at midnight today after a severe illness died and the funeral is scheduled for tomorrow evening 's call was 30 seconds , and the phrases of two to four words , but perhaps my life forever Clock stopped . But the call was disconnected cousins ​​open my eyes , lips sewn , breathing stops and moves the ground from beneath the feet was feeling . The land itself was considered a burden on my conscience for the first time today with my lgamyn were drawn .
In your home, office and car ran out of time to get the necessary equipment to carry out jaskun an earlier flight to your friends and today 's date to book tickets left for the airport , officials said. Going home village life since childhood in London and around Mercedes was going on in the mind long story and I was going to cry all the events I remember .
I adored my order , all siblings , was the favorite son in the same order . She used to say from the beginning that his son would create big man . She leaves me self- discipline in childhood and brought back . After checking my work from school and asked me what I read today , the book 's Sinai opened . I mean if you 're reading about how you will know if what I 'm reading , but the order was still adamant to listen and learn from me jumping the lesson I could would be wasted, then .
She first gave me food and a block of butter in the morning there were only me and no one , whoever the ripe flesh , I would order the most and good seasonings . Ajly than any other siblings and my clothes were clean . The other siblings went to school but did little more effort and attention on me , because the man who was to become .
After the fifth cycle since I was little because I was tired go to school on foot . The other siblings were gradually learning to get away with . Someone did not want to study the heart was stopped by a father , I was only going jubca . Because every time I order my shield would become difficult . I mean I had to sleep in the winter comforters and got up several times at night and had to check out whether there are Rezaei my feet or hands . It was a winter night . Okay , so he woke up as usual Rezai correct me , if he touched my face felt hot breath , the neck , the chest , the same way he touched me all over my body body felt warm . fell noise was the same time that my son has a fever, take him to the doctor . Aurhaya and Dad to Dad picked up the blanket I came up with , was very cold and the doctor ghrbhy in the township was 3,4 miles . She was there to see a doctor right away and brought my medicine .
She did not know when I sleep , I am awake at night , when there were little eye was open and my eye was the son should ask bloom , thirsty ? Drink what?
Our village was the only TV in the house of the head . If stubborn when I order it for me there were a TV show . TV looks great vehicles and great family appreciates athtyn eyes sparkling . Every woman in the whole town and the small wheels that were saying that my son will one day read and write as the patient will have a big car and a big house .
The largest house in the town so that my son will not even have to head home . My son will be so great that the car will look with all Village . Batyntujh ever hear of a little village and never say such a large vehicle and only TV in the house is so big , can not come in our town . , But I was not ever caught was tarnished their hopes and dreams .
Metric and come in college and B - O and university . College fees but then somehow given university costs were much higher . She told me if I make a big man so I must study at university . Otherwise, I will be able to become a great man .
She was asked how much money the university , so I was pretty much spent the money at the time . She said, son, you take it home , and one day I will make arrangements pysunka little jewel sold my older sister gave me the money to go and get the big man can go and read at the University . Give me the money order when tuaman were judged eyes sparkle and his joy was still electric . She asked me how she read the beta ? I mean B - O has been asked again how he is? I have read little fourteen classes . She still did not understand what they have read so much that you ask at the end of the big man go ? And I do not mean just for him and will have to study . Okay okay as she read to read but you definitely want to be a man .
We also completed a university tied bags arrived and asked the little boy studies completed ?
She said yes .
She asked how much read . I mean I told M - O has .
She asked him how much he is happy huky ? Sixteen classes in the order read .
She asked her son like a kid again ! If you become a man jayugy so read on! I said . I mean seriously! But for that I have to go to the city to work there, and then I became a man, I will go . She had a son before you got away from me so long , now they are going away from me . I definitely want to make you a man , but never do away with myself .
I fondly told Jeff Are you going away for a bit mynhmysh view , Ajoy 'll meet up every month . She was scared but still I will shrbhyjty . She was pleased when I was late father intervened and said he had urged the government to do what bull . So now we do not have a job , let it go where it wants to . We also see that it would become such a big man ?
Well crying allowed to wash their little town . Cities come and we 've got a proper little job . At the end of the month to purchase and pay in order to buy a dress and shoe ensemble . When I go to village krrky bus parked on the roadside waiting for me when I was little . If they wait too

Was coming . But so far from town to walk today I was waiting on the street . I was very happy to see and always kissed my forehead and my hands and stuff , seeing things in the order in hand, floating floor sparked a nice little glow . I was surprised that the order so far on the road today anxiously waiting for me why I was doing . When I was a university even months after I had come home . She even waited for me

But I had never used up the road . When all went to sleep at midnight , the order came to me and I loved my hair and then wiped down with me was feeling . She was asked why there was so much I missed you , I was waiting to come on the road so far . She told me I could not see bytaap itself off , so my life is up , so I just put all my hopes are not up . I mean what is there to worry about this ? She was asked to be the son you 've become the man I 've become happily said yes . Now I wear the pants in the city , regular tie bet and the table is glass in my office and my chair is still going round and round .
She said, Yes dear , that 's all right , but you do not have a car .
I said , Okay! The vehicle will come a little too late bore . Amanphr huky quiet sleep with me in my eyes were planned .
Long time did not pass , days, months , months, years and years and years of life gained momentum as the clock , we mean the forward and backwards . She became old and ill , and day by day we are busy in their daily lives gone . Occasionally the order was given to go . She grew mgrmsrufyat on the phone inquiring about , we did this . She says in the beginning was the village to come , then gradually became silent . She was talking to us because they get bored when talking on the phone would say the son had become a big man 's son got the car ? Since these things we now get rid of this annoying thing was being used .
She was sick when we think that he had been too hasty . So with time, his words sound the same but are chronically mynrab our voices were gone and the pin Itagaki .
We offered a job in a foreign company and place of employment was in London . We order in which the family were told that we 'd go out of the country . Reynolds had a son I 'd be happy . So far so I never had to send a child you revert Village .
Okay there I said go get the car and the house you wanted . She told great hatred and dislike , dear! I do not want the car , just come to me , I miss your . The humor fell flat ckry what we wanted , but we agreed not to order .
Since we intend to continue to go out kamsmm had , without telling her little brother and dad just informed of your intentions and the Well London . We became really big guy came here , sutd butd were servants came , big car , big bungalow , the luxurious township have been , but he did not remember the zigzag paths and roads where they would wait amanhmara . She learned that when we have gone out of the country appreciates your partner made ​​the bed and made ​​friends with the disease . She was never healthy again and could not get out of bed . Rgrty rgrty same bed with his back to grave life lost , and he took them to bed .
What does the house in London when the order was repeated the same thing when my son is coming . I could not keep track of your . When I told them repeatedly that to entertain the little big man I 've become , I have a car . I worked at home will be the vehicle . She did not ask but never had a car or Residence . Besides the house itself was rather an assertion , ghrajayu .
Appreciates the past few months began a campaign of regular I call home and talk on the phone repeating the same phrase used to say , I do not know how mrjayun son once came to me again Go Ciel touted doubt go and talk to them does not mean Allah does not happen , you 're not going to die so soon , so I walked home in the hospital and the doctor will treat you krayun . ups right hujayugy . She made ​​it , but not where it was sitting .
Last time the order was on the phone told appreciates great ljaht YIKES! You have been so busy that I do not know if the boy become a man forget his moms . So be sure to show your face before dying I do not come to my funeral to be shouldering my eyes and the way you will see . ''
Came down from his room in the car for a friend 's call . ' Brother next two days can not find a friend to go to Pakistan , the third day is set, then the book would say . ''
Out by the tears from my eyes and heart wanted to get out of the chest . I say yes to the call dropped and sat on the floor crying persistently felt that the life of the mother just looked at me today was the last time her mother to see get a glimpse of him I did not .